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Being a Dorset lad, cosseted
in the countryside with wide open spaces without too many of the
complexities of modern life, I found myself in recent years having
to travel all over England in order both to explore and train for
ministry in the Church. With this in mind it was about a week ago
that I had a truly terrifying experience (for a naive country-lad
that is!) in London at Waterloo train station. I was confronted,
for the first time as an adult, with a vast array of flashing signboards
where names of towns and cities shimmered before my eyes in a cacophony
of seeming chaos. What if I misread the signs or could not find
my train back home? I could be stranded in London, or worse, be
on a train to a completely ‘foreign' part of the country! Yet the
more I studied these unfamiliar signboards the more I began to understand
how they worked and what was actually going on at the train platforms
themselves.
In today's gospel reading,
we get a real sense from Jesus that he is our prophetic signboard,
our spiritual train and our heavenly destination all wrapped into
one. We are on a journey with him - ‘on the way', as it were. Indeed
our early Christian brothers and sisters, before the word ‘Christian'
was first used in Antioch [Acts 11:26] referred to the faith as
‘The Way' [Acts 19:9, 23; 24:14, 22]. And in some ways it is a pity
that this ancient name has fallen out of use, because it encapsulates
the important notion of a pilgrim disciple people's sojourn through
life.
Jesus tells his disciples
not to allow their hearts to become troubled and that they should
believe in God and also believe in him. He said this at a time when
he was contemplating his passion and glory. His words, however,
would make more sense to his disciples after that first Easter.
Jesus then further explains that there is room enough in his Father's
house for all of his followers and that he will prepare a place
for each one of them so that they may be with him and his Father
forever. These indeed are comforting words! Words not just for the
disciples listening to him all the way back then, but also words
spoken for us today - made obvious by the context of the whole passage
itself. Thomas, in his infamous slow-to-cotton-on way, articulates
what the rest of the disciples are thinking when Jesus tells them
that they already know how to get to where he is going. “Lord, we
do not know where you are going. How can we know the way?” he says
[John 14:5]. Jesus replies “I am the way, and the truth, and the
life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” [John 14:6]
In this verse Jesus elaborates
further on the theme of “the way” and directs his disciples' wayward
speculation, confusion and incomprehension back towards himself.
They have now discovered that Jesus is the way to the Father!
And so here Jesus answers for them one of the fundamental questions
concerning human religion, that being, ‘How can one draw near to
God?' The answer was simple: God had already drawn close to humanity
by becoming human. There is nothing more for people to do than to
open their hearts and accept this reality in faith.
Jesus is the “way” to the
Father precisely because he reveals the Father (this being the “truth”)
and also expresses the “life” of the Father. There is more to what
this “truth” and “life” are in themselves which leads Jesus to further
explain, “If you know me, you will know my Father also. From now
on you do know him and have seen him.” [John 14:7] Again we can
almost anticipate a pregnant pause and hear the cogs whirring in
the disciples' heads. Eventually Phillip plucks up the courage and
asks, “Lord, show us the Father, and we will be satisfied.” [John
14:8] Jesus replies, “Have I been with you all this time, Phillip,
and you still do not know me? Whoever has seen me has seen my Father.”
[John 14:9]
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We can perhaps imagine a moment of clarity
forming in the minds of the disciples when they fuse this remark
with the previous one when Jesus mysteriously says that he is “the
way, the truth and the life” [John 14:6]. Could it be that this
man with whom the disciples had spent nearly three years was, in
himself, the place where God truly meets with man? Rather than God
being found in a certain place or being found through religious
works and the observances of religious laws, was it actually possible
that he was to be located and to be found in this Jesus from Nazareth?
Another fundamental human
desire is that of yearning to look upon God as he is. Moses desired
this very thing when he asked God if he could see him, but God told
Moses “you cannot see my face; for no one shall see me and live.”
[Exodus 33:20] But with Jesus' disciples things were to be different:
God was one step ahead of the game. First came his written Word,
in the form of the Old Testament, with which he set the stage to
expose the enormous wound of sin that existed between man and God.
Then, in the fullness of time, God came in Person full of grace
and humbling himself to speak to us in words from his own lips [Hebrews
1:1-2]. And so this seemingly ordinary Jewish man was none other
than God whose face was unveiled before human eyes. At last man
saw God as the Compassionate One – One who was willing to touch
the unclean and heal them; as God the Holy One – One who allowed
himself to be touched by sinners who in turn forgave them; as God
with Us – One deeply involved in the messiness of human affairs
in order to make whole those who were broken by sin; and as God
the Humble One – as One who allowed himself to be crucified by the
very people he had created in order to reconcile them to God.
In our mind's-eye we may
gaze in wonder at Jesus who is ‘flesh of our flesh' and is ‘one
like us' who yet, at the same time, is perfectly one with God the
Father. The enormous wound of sin between man and God was drawn
together in the body of Jesus Christ and sutured eternally by the
nailing of his hands and feet to the cross. Jesus Christ has become
simultaneously both our journey and destination. Thanks to Jesus'
passion and resurrection, have already arrived safely in the Father's
arms: like prodigals we have already returned home [Ephesians 2:6]!
And yet, in another sense, we are still on our way towards our final
destination. St Stephen strengthens our hope when, in our New Testament
reading, he looked towards the heavens and being filled with the
Holy Spirit beheld a glorious vision of Jesus standing at the right
hand of God. Stephen saw our final destination, albeit a mere shadow
of the future beatific vision, in which God graciously showed him
the way of unveiled truth and eternal life that is God himself.
When gazing at those signboards
at Waterloo station, it took me a while before my anxious mind calmed
down enough that I could breathe a sigh of relief in the knowledge
that platform seven hosted my train back home. Likewise may those
of us, when we become anxious in our journeys through life, look
towards the risen Lord Jesus and when we do this pray that we may
clearly see him as our way, our truth and our life. Then the words
of the hymn will ring true:-
Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face,
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace.
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